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Thursday, November 3, 2011

College, The Pressure is ON...But How Do I Turn It Off??

I imagine all of us seniors are FREAKING out about college I know I am. I have been super stressed out and I really have no idea how I am going to be able to get unstressed. I do Yoga, I read, I write, I do everything to get myself unstressed, but nothing works. My boyfriend told me today, "Hey, you look really stressed." Everyone notices, it's so sad. I don't want to be stressed about college anymore, but I feel like it's now or never and I can only get one shot at getting into the college I want to go to. I'm freaking out about my major, Secondary Education with an emphasis in (American) History, and my minor, writing. What if some schools don't have it, than what do I major in, it's such a hard decision. It's bad enough trying to get through STUNTS and I'm freaking out about Musical because the auditions are in 2 weeks...than I worry again about college and I wonder if I'm good enough to get into college. TOO MUCH GOING ON!!! I wish I could stop time and get everything done that needs to be done!! Juniors say that Junior year is the hardest....ummm no! They should just wait until they have to apply for college they are going to be just as stressed as I am. I get about two hours of sleep a night because of this wonderful stress. Hopefully one day I can get rid of the stress.

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  1. It's not a time to stress. Yes, it is the beginning of your life - but a new chapter. Think of your story as a book. Leave a mark and an impact. Start over... Step back and breathe... Don't let the future sweep you away too fast. You're stressed 'cuz you wanna leave. If you reached out to a special sister, she would be willing to help. You have people who want to help. Don't push them away. If they can help you end this chapter of your senior year, the first chapter of freshman year of college will be the best thing ever. I promise and you can hold me too it! ;)

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